Second Chances

I have been meditating on the nature of second chances. BY meditating I mean thinking. This picture and card represent a better time and now that I think of it I wish it was possible to go back in time and start over. 

Would I move to Canada again? Would I willingly get in a fight? Could I try harder and put in more of an effort to be perfect in my life? 

I'm not sure yes would be an answer to any of those questions. It's just frustrating when you know that if you just had that one chance your life could be better. But would it actually make it better? its a frustrating thing that puzzles me everyday. 

AAAAARGHHHHHHH.

Sorry to get all Kanye on you, but I have the SADS so forgive me.

I wish I had that sweet shirt, I was cute. Do you see that perfect bang? Before I probably cut them myself. I was damn fine. Why am I talking like my life is over?