can't see the forest for the trees

I tried really hard for I guess two years of high school to get good grades. I totally achieved that goal. Then mi madre ruined all of my hard work by moving me to the great white north. I had an option to stay in California and I didn't take it because it would have meant living with my dad. I don't know if I would go back and change my decision, but I know somethings since then have not been working for me. These times are tough and hopefully things will improve and talking to someone (like my homeslices) will help.

This is what I want my life to feel like. 'Shrooms might be needed to get to my nirvana..om